1. This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
2. If you married the last person you texted/messaged, what would your last name be?
3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
Yea, but I was so tired.
4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
My mom, little brother and sister.
5. What are you excited for?
7. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
my little brother.
8. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
A horrible egg, cajain turkey sandwich on hamburger buns with ketchup...
9. Have a best friend?
I dunno anymore. I thought I did but she doesn't talk to me...
10. Are you scared to fall in love?
11. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
Yes. But might not be mature enough to handle a relationship for very long? It is very common.
12. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
13. What time is it right this second?
14. What do you want right now?
So many things...
15. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
16. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
17. When was the last time you cried?
Sometime this or last week...o0
18. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
I guess, but as of late I feel like a stranger...
19. Do you find it hard to trust others?
I actually might trust too easily, unless someone is a blatant and terrible liar and has done so on many occasions. I have someone in mind.
20. How fast does your mind change?
I could change my mind about facts and opinions, if the argument convinces me. But not on values.
21. I bet you miss somebody right now.
Yea, I guess...not usually though, I think I am just a bit depressed right now though, lol.
22. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
I will be.
23. Why do you think so many people cheat?
Many reasons? I don't know why others do it, maybe they are angry. But I had characters do it because they were afraid of committment, and another who did it because he felt like he couldn't be of use to the person he was with, so in a way I suppose he was trying to push him away? It's hard to explain. I think there are many reasons. Maybe they can't control their lust? who knows. XD
24. Tell me what's on your mind?
I want to draw and work on my comic/novel, or some fanart of Kaisae I have to color, or a bunch of stuff I want to color for
and I wanted to draw some fanart of his newest designs, but I couldn't draw, I feel like I have an art block. I feel inadequate as an artist, even though I am pretty sure drawing is my only "talent." I need to catch up on Magi and just read the raws, there are so many new characters... Generally...I suck that's what is on my mind. o0
25. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
Maybe some games, and maybe I will progress further. I dunno I don't really look forward to things, I just do things and get happy when awesome things happen.
26. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
27. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
I don't know if I have one IRL but I guess I might have some in internet life? Sometimes I think people just talk to me because I don't shut up...
28. When is your next road trip?
Never? I don't like traveling.
29. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
Yea, but usually not something like "that guy is actually hot," because, well I'm sure he wouldn't mind, it just isn't the same. I need someone who can relate to that kind of thing...
30. How's your heart?
31. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
Actually I feel more down in the dumps than usual...so maybe I do feel like I lack importance?
32. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
I certainly hope so, I am in a relationship...
33. What are you planning on doing after this?
Ugh...shower and sleep in a wallow of depression...or day dream and possibly make myself feel better.
34. Next time you will kiss someone?
I dunno I kind of prefer to do other things... hurr hurr
35. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
I use the phrase "I love you" very heavily and so I don't say it every single day...I feel like it has more meaning if I say it less often.
36. Who do you not get along with?
A girl who I will never like. Would you like anyone who tried to make a move on the person you were with, while you were with them? I dunno if anyone else, I get along with people quite well.
37. What does your 3rd recent text say?
"allrighty" or acutally it is a picture...I dunno.
38. What are you wearing right now?
A black and blue T-shirt, and awesome gray pants...
39. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
Nothing different than any other day, cause I kiss my daughters on the forehead every night before they go to bed. XDD I don't really like that kind of kissing as much, like I said, I prefer other things.
40. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
41. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
Well Yumi is still one of my favorites, (I named my older daughter Yumi), and I guess I really like "Riley" cause that is my other daughter's name...Boy name has got to be Issaq, eveytime I was gonna have a kid I wanted a boy so I could name him Issaq! I guess I also like the male names of my characters cause I thought of them!
42. How did you feel when you woke up?
43. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
Not really...I really would much rather have someone who could motivate me to draw.
44. Do you crack your knuckles?
No, dunno how.
45. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
46. What are your LEGAL initials?
47. Who's the first B in your contacts?
I don't have contacts cause I don't have a phone...but I guess if I went to check my facebook, but most people on there are useless and I don't even know a lot of them...o0
48. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
I was watching a hilarious movie that my boyfriend showed me! It wasn't meant to be hillarious, it just was, and it was awesome!
49. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
Nah, I just let them go. I had too many friends of mine already choose new friends because I guess I am only appealing if there is no one else to talk to...or if someone just wants someone to listen since I don't really talk. (I at least talk to my boyfriend, and I usually ask Riley what I should get at the store if I have a dilemma, but she's 1 so she doesn't really answer). As for internet friends, it would be sad if they stopped talking to me, but I can't control other people like that. Who knows they could have a broken computer or no connection.
50. Explain your last awkward moment?
I don't have remember...?
51. Are you afraid of the dark?
Hmm...depends, but not really. I am alert if I have to walk alone outside at night, but that isn't because it is dark, it is because I am a small young female...horrible things happen to women who walk alone at night in movies...so I am paranoid...
52. Do you have good vision?
It is okay, but I have trouble reading smaller letters from far away.
53. Have you ever tripped someone?
I hope not...
54. Have you ever slapped someone?
teehee...yes, and I gotta admit I don't really like to do anything that harms anyone, even though I wasn't actually trying to hurt anyone...
55. Are you Irish?
56. Do you use chap stick?
57. Do you have any scars?
From operations yes.
58. Is there someone you will never forgive?
59. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
I am in a relationship with the only person I ever held hands with. Well I hold my daughters hands...I can't remember.
60. Name the last person to text you?
Didn't you ask this already?
61. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
Age doesn't matter...in fact I often forget if someone is older than me.
62. Can you go in public looking like you do?
Yea, but I can probably look better since I am just around the house...
63. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a A?
64. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Me and Rik take turns, but it usually the side closest to the door, so left side!
65. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
Wake up? No I don't mean that I will wake up from a dream, I just mean that literally the first thing I would end up doing is waking up.
66. Do you fall for people easily?
Before I got in a relationship, I would sometimes like anyone who showed interest in me, even if it could have just been friendly. I didn't make a lot of friends so I just really liked people who maybe might like me. It is actually kind of sad how much I guess I wanted someone. I also had a random dream where I was together with someone, and so I gained a crush on him. It wasn't such a good idea either, since that person ended up being an asshole. And that was when I realized that I wasn't interested in relationships and I pictured myself being alone and successful...
67. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
68. Do you miss the way things used to be?
Maybe...but not really. I don't miss the way things used to be, I feel like it could be better this way.
69. Song you're thinking of right now?
Metal covers of awesome songs? I dunno.
70. Want someone back in your life?
I can welcome people back into my life, but the people who left my life recently I kind of resent and don't care if they do come back.
71. Will tomorrow be better than today?
I hope so!!
72. What's the color of the shirt you are wearing?
You asked this already!!!
73. Who was the first friend that you had?
74. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
I feel like someone underestimates my intelligence when they lie to me, so yes. If it isn't obvious that it was a lie and I find out later, depending on the lie depends on how upset I am by it.
75. Is there anyone who understands your sexuality?
I dunno, I kind of don't understand it myself...haha
76. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
I guess I am, even if I don't show excitement.
77. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
It would be a great confidence boost...haha...jk, no really, I would be sad if anyone knew did because then I would have to turn them down. I don't like turning people down.
78. What do you wear when you sleep?
Depends on the activities before bed, but usually, I just wear something comfertable, or if I am lazy I just wear whatever I was wearing.
79. Are you obsessed with something//someone right now?
I guess, but it is a mild obsession now...Magi used to take up my every thought...however I have a whole bunch of fanart (prolly more than 1000 now, hehe). Actually I am quite obsessed with my story and characters, lol.
80. The first person you loved is?
81. Something terrible happened with you?
Maybe, but it could have been worse, or wasn't as bad as I thought?
82. You are locked up with someone you love, what happens?
I would feel too awkward because I would be too worried what a 1 and 2 year old could be doing as they would be alone.
83. If you could wish something, what would it be?
I would like for my life to be perfect by my standards...my story finsihed, published, with success, a modest house, my children and my Rik with me, my family getting alone with one another...I dunno stuff like that. I really always dreamed of being successful and having a modest house, no matter what my earnings might be...
84. Ever forced someone to do something?
Maybe, but I have been forced to do things much more than whatever I have forced others to do.
85. When you are alone, what do you think about?
my story and characters, or if I am angry with someone, I think of things to say to make them look like a fool or feel bad.
86. How was your first kiss?
It. was. awesome. Young, curious about new experiences, and although never knowing the feel of what more could happen, there was a sort of anticipation and anxiety. That is why I don't care as much for kissing, because there is no anticipation, or at least not like that, because I know what's next. Hard to explain. Also apparently I was a "learned fast" so that boosted my ego a little.
87. What's your favorite music genre?
Hard rock. metal. Symphonic metal is the greatest inspiration for me right now, because I write action and fantasy fight scenes and stuff, and I feel like that is the kind of music that would play.
88. Are you going to tag people to do this?
If they watch me then they are tagged!